Saturday, December 31, 2011

may His name be glorified in 2012.

Thinking back on 2011 everything the Lord has brought me through is unbelievable. . .from the times I felt like I had hit rock bottom to travelling all over the place! Reading through past blog posts, it is crazy to see how far He has carried me & only by His grace have I been able to fall & rise, grow, & learn. He has taught me so much about Him & His love & I am eternally grateful to Him for everything, especially the times where I was at my lowest.
This past year has been another powerful year of God's abounding faithfulness & love. Jesus became & has been & forever will by my comfort in times of sorrow, my peace in times of chaos, my understanding in times of confusion, my rock in times I cannot stand, my refuge in times of storms, my provider in times of lacking, my faithful love in times I am not faithful. . .my best friend. Throughout this year I have seen Him in every area of my life, but of course, I do have my few favorites, ha ha!

  • Walking into the CSU office to withdraw from school; I was freaking out because I didn't want to quit school (I loved it!), but I really felt like that is what the Lord wanted me to do. I begged Him to stop me, but things went smoothly; I was in the office & out within 20 minutes. I do not regret it.
  • God providing in times when I had no idea how I was going to support myself.
  • Every single laugh, every discussion, & every tear I shared with my friends in Fort Collins.
  • Watching the sunrise at the beginning of every month; every month was a new masterpiece. 
  • Teaching piano & working with 50 crazy kids all summer long!
  • Costa Rica: my team, the university students, the missionaries, & the beautiful children I had the pleasure of meeting in Tirrases.
  • The month of April when the Lord told me to go to Japan. I freaked out & didn't want to go, ha ha, but He transformed my heart & I am so grateful that He brought me here. 
  • Living a faith adventure with the Lord.
  • Travelling to so many places within a year! I get butterflies in my tummy thinking about travelling :)
  • Spending my last 3 months in Colorado with my family; I love you Seth & Olivia! 
  • Spending every lonely moment with the Lord during those last 3 months. 
I am so grateful for every moment this past year & I wish I could truly express how thankful I am for the people who have impacted my life, especially within this year. I give Him all glory for every moment, even my worst moments. I pray He continues to receive all glory in & through everything in the year 2012.

In 2012, may there be less of me & more of Him; may my life bring Him all praise for He is worthy! May He & His kingdom be exalted & lifted high above all. He was faithful in 2011, & I cannot begin to fathom how much more faithful He is in 2012. I pray that your New Year is blessed & I cannot wait to see what He has in store for you this year :) Thank you for sharing your life & friendship with me!

"You are more than my words can ever say, You are Lord over all, over all of my days! I will see this season through, I will fix my eyes on You, only You."
-Hillsong Live

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

the harvest.


The harvest is something the Lord has really been pressing into my heart a lot recently. A couple weeks ago while my knee was being prayed over, God immediately spoke Matthew 9:35-38 into my heart:

"Then He said to His disciples, 'The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into His harvest field.'" (vs. 37-38)











God has been & is continuing to be up to something here in Japan. . .please continue to pray for these people! 
They are so beautiful.

Thursday, December 15, 2011

one week.

I have officially been in Japan for a week & I think it has yet to hit me that I am actually staying here longer than a couple weeks, but regardless, I am thoroughly enjoying this country & their people!

fliers & candy for st. band
Sachiko, Ayana, & I
At street band in Shinyurigaoka I met my roomie's friend Sachiko & I made a new friend, Ayana; they are both such wonderful girls & I am so blessed to know them both! At street band in Sagami-Ono (Tuesday night), Christina & I met a girl named Yukiko; she was so sweet & she even sang Silent Night over the mic. . .her fearlessness is something I look up to. Also Sunday was my first time being a part of FUSE Jesus Community Church in Machida & I loved it; my friend Ayana came (which made my day) & I was blessed with a chance to see little children dancing & praising Jesus. . .seriously, there was a little boy who was dancing all over the place! The night after FUSE we had two more missionaries join us here in Japan, one of which is an old friend of mine: Ben & his lovely wife, Jolynn; I am so grateful that the Lord brought them here safely! I am excited to do ministry alongside them.

rice, beef, & onions
yum!
I have been asked numerous times how learning the language is going & all I can say is that it is difficult, but a lot of fun. I really enjoy the language & it is beautiful, but reading & writing Japanese is the most frustrating. Praise God though because I have such an encouraging roommate & such helpful Japanese friends (a big thank you to my friends Kengo, Saki, Naomi, Yuriko, Sachiko, & Ayana for their help). Phil (another missionary here) took me to a ramen place the other night & all you college students back in the U.S. . . .the ramen there has nothing on the ramen here! It was so good & overall the food here is great, but I will be honest, some things are quite interesting haha; however, it is definitely worth trying!

On Tuesdays we all meet early in the morning here at the church in Noborito (where I live) for breakfast & prayer. I find so much joy in that because it is such a huge encouragement to fellowship together (getting to know each other & hearing about how each other are doing), as well as pray together; it is extremely refreshing.
Yesterday after Japanese class, Ben, Jolynn, Isaac, & I visited a folk village (they take old Japanese buildings to a different location & restore them); it was a gloomy day, but so beautiful! Walking through the display of homes it smelled so much like fall. . .I wish I could really describe to you how sweet the smell was! It was really neat to see how these old homes were built & it left me wondering what it would be like to live in a home that had an indoor stable right next to the kitchen (I think it would be pretty interesting). The best part was sitting around little fires with old Japanese men (we would walk into a home & there would be two men sitting around a fire & we joined them) talking & learning Japanese. We did this multiple times & I don't know why, but I got such a kick out of it, haha! There is this one old guy we met that I love so much that I really wish he was my grandpa or somehow related to me! :) It was such a blessing & it's in those moments that I feel the love of Christ. . .there is something so beautiful about simply meeting with strangers in THEIR culture & sharing conversation & laughter with them despite language barriers. After dinner Isaac & I went to an international house of prayer meeting near Tokyo & that was really cool! We worshiped & prayed over Asia, Japan, human trafficking, & the harvest. It was powerful & one of my favorite things in the ENTIRE world is to hear people praying in a different language. . .to me it is so powerful & so captivating! I love being here because I get to hear the children of God praying in a different language. . .not that praying in my own language isn't powerful or isn't effective (I'm not saying that at all), it is just so beautiful for me because even though I may not know exactly what they're saying, I can feel it & I believe it is the Spirit of God moving. God is doing a great work here in Japan, as well as in the missionaries here & the ones that are not here yet!
Jolynn & I

Praise Jesus the swelling in my knee has gone down, I can actually walk on it & I have stopped taking my anti-inflammatory pills!! I only feel a little pain when I sit with my knee bent for a certain period of time & I am so excited! All glory to God :) He is my healer & provider. . .thank You Jesus! Within this past week the Lord has been overwhelming me with encouragement through my friends in the U.S. Thank you for praying for me & for sending scripture to me. You have no idea how much it has meant to me & God is using it to build me up in His confidence & love. THANK YOU! I also want to continue to thank you for your prayers & support. . .God is so faithful in providing you in my life! Please continue to be praying for the people of Japan :) They are so beautiful & I can't wait to continue sharing stories & pictures with you!!
Thank You Father for Japan


Love,
Abigail











"This is what the Sovereign Lord, the Holy One of Israel, says: 'In repentance & rest is your salvation, in quietness & trust is your strength. . .'"
-Isaiah 30:15 
waiting for the others in an elevator; girls' night eating Thai food (:

Saturday, December 10, 2011

home.


The view of Mt. Fuji from the roof. God is amazing.
Your works are truly wonderful!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Arrival.

Lovely Christina (:
Hey everybody, I have made it safely to Japan (Praise the Lord)! I had some excitement along the way, but the Lord brought me through customs & got me here in Japan safely. I am so excited to be here & I already am enjoying it more than I ever thought I would! What a blessing it is that the Lord has given us the opportunity to see His world despite distance & language barriers. When I arrived I was welcomed by such a loving & wonderful new friend of mine, Christina. She is from Florida & she is here on an internship; I have spent most of my time here being her shadow (thank you Christina!) & I feel so blessed to have her in my life. In such a short amount of time God has been blessing me with new friends, both Japanese & fellow missionaries from the U.S. They all have been so wonderful to me & incredibly helpful with me being the new kid :). My directors Tim & Christine are so loving & I couldn't have asked the Lord for better leaders to work under, as well as Mark (the FUSE Pastor).

Japan is beautiful & I have really been enjoying getting to know the culture. Despite not being able to read the labels in grocery stores & such, the food is really good too! The little children here are absolutely adorable & I can't help, but giggle every time I see their smiling faces. I am beginning to pick up on some Japanese too which is exciting, although I'm terrible at it, but by the grace of God I will learn it! Things are most definitely different here, but I adore/embrace the interesting differences. . .God is so cool in creating such unique people & cultures!

about to ride the train
I have been meeting such wonderful Japanese people & I am amazed by their friendliness; for me it has been such great inspiration & a wonderful example of welcoming others. Tonight we all rode the train to Shinyurigaoka to do street band/outreach & as I was sitting on the train I gazed at the Japanese people & I felt a deep love for them. Of course I love them as people & I have been loving this opportunity to get to know them & their culture, but it was different than that. . .it was like I had received a (super tiny) fraction-of-a-taste of God's love for them. I am so excited to be here & I cannot believe that God chose me. . .I am so undeserving of this, but I praise Him & I pray that He receives all glory.







Jeremy & Phil; fellow missionaries
So something I haven't really shared with many, many people is a couple weeks ago my knee became swollen & it was painful to walk on it (I had done nothing to hurt it so I thought it to be rather odd). Well after a couple days it went away & I thought nothing of it. . .four days later the swelling reappeared & it was worse than before & even more painful. My mom took me to the doctor & they drained my knee to test the fluid. After the procedure, the swelling went down & I could walk on my knee again. My tests came back negative for arthritis (praise God), but they sent me in for an MRI. The next day I went to an orthopedic (there is a dense something lining my knee cap, causing my knee to swell up )& he gave me two options. . .to have an arthroscopy/surgery (to see what was going on inside my knee, which would push back my leaving for Japan 3-6 weeks) or to go ahead & leave for Japan as planned & take a ton of medication with me to help with the swelling. What option do you think I chose?! Duh, of course I came to Japan. I had to really think about it though & I believed I was going to get through this no matter where I was.

view out my window
The swelling never returned until the day I flew to Japan. My knee was extremely swollen & I was in a lot of pain the entire trip. Just today the swelling has gone down quite a bit & I'm not in that much pain anymore; I can actually bend my leg. E-mailing back & forth with my mom, I was told that the Dr. had said I tested positive for auto-immune inflammatory disease. I'm not sure what it means exactly, all I know is that I am a little frustrated because my knee has been a real pain in the bum thus far (I have been kept from walking long distances) & I'm tired of it.

Despite my frustration, the Lord has been blessing me with prayer warriors, both in the U.S. & here in Japan. Here in Japan we have been praying against it & believing that I am healed of this. I also declare that this will no longer be a hindrance, it no longer effects me because I am healed in the name of Jesus Christ! Please be praying that no matter what happens that the Lord will receive all the glory from & through this (I am clinging to Job 13:15). THANK YOU to everybody who has been & is still praying for me! I can feel your prayers & I deeply, deeply appreciate you & your prayers. I am so thankful to have a Father that hears prayers & has a heart for healing us of our pain, emotionally & physically. Once again I want to thank you all for your support, prayers, & thoughts :) Also, please be praying for my friend Benjamin Denogean & his wife Jolyn as they are continuing to raise support for their trip to Japan, as well as safe travels to Japan next week! Can't wait to see them!

 I love & miss you all! 

Love,
Abigail

"I love You, O Lord, my strength. The Lord is my rock, my fortress & my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield & the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. I call to the Lord, who is worthy of praise, & I am saved from my enemies."
- Psalm 18:1-3

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